I Love Mornings


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Mornings are my favorite time of day. Despite staying up all night, as a kid I would naturally wake up in the mornings before everyone else did. I used to sneak outside and hang out at the park with my camera down the block. It's crazy how my most peaceful memories were either when I was a little kid or when I was in the mental hospital, it always centered around the morning time though. I love breakfast food too, oh man. Being raised in PA, we have the best food culture in general, but especially breakfast food- scrapple, sausage gravy and biscuits, PA Dutch chicken and waffles, though I guess chicken and waffles is more of a dinner food. Still, we are the best out of the whole country when it comes to food.
I wish it could be morning all the time. Have half the day be set at dawn, then the other half of the day be regular morning sunshine. I also wish it would be fall/winter all year round. I just don't like it when the sun is fully out, it feels melancholy. People think gray skies are melancholy but I feel them comforting, I find them more cheerful than a cloudless sky with the sun blazing bright. I don't actually want fall/winter to be eternal, obviously that would wipe out most of the species on Earth, it wouldn't kill us though. That's the thing with climate change, the elites want you to be freaked out over it so they can sell you a magic cure- but really nature always adapts to these events. There's been several times throughout history of rapid-onset global warming and global cooling, yet here we are. Granted, "we" weren't a thing yet. Humanity as we know it didn't exist at the time, though I doubt it will wipe us all out completely if it were to occur again. At worse, it would be a great reset, wiping out 2/3rds of the population and all technology. No biggie in the grand scheme of things. The biggest threat to humanity is humanity itself, those who proliferate the notion that we can go against nature. We aren't natal truthseekers, most people only want to have their egos be reassured, it's up to us as a collective species to keep our egos in check.
Sometimes the purest forms of life is in the little things you find joy in, like the mornings. The little things that can't be bought, can't be forced, can't be controlled in any way, shape, or form. The intrinsic beauty life offers. Music would be another great example, I feel like people forget (myself included) that music is biological, it's in our nature, it's in nature as a whole.
Despite my love for the mornings, most of the dreams I have center around an underground society that functions without the sun. My dreams are vivid, so being there is no different than being where I am right now as I type this. The sun does exist, it's just we built everything to be exist without it. I have those dreams, then I have the dreams where we live on custom-made metallic-like islands surrounded by ocean. You live where you work, and they have a tunnel system underwater that allows you to travel to different places- some are underground as well just like the other dreams. There's also the dreams where instead of society building everything underground, everything is built upwards like a treehouse, except in that world we are interconnected to technology itself, so there's a digital world that we coexist with. The digital world feels no different than reality, it's a strange feeling, I haven't felt anything like it when I'm awake, only when having these dreams. It all feels so real and vivid. The thing is my dreams wouldn't be considered "scary" on its own, the subject matter isn't what makes them disturbing, it's the realness of it all alongside the unpredictability life brings as a whole- but even moreso when it comes to dreams. I often have night terrors yet I don't remember what happens in those dreams, I don't know I have them until someone tells me I was screaming in my sleep. I hope we don't get evicted because of that, technically I'm not supposed to be here, lol.